~ The Story of Quanta™ ~
When I began meditating in the mid- seventies, my life turned a corner. I loved meditation and its many benefits. In time, it felt like I had an inner compass, though I didn’t have any idea where I was being led. I felt that my life had a purpose though it wasn’t more specific than that. It was simply a sense that I had a mission of some sort.
I had an innate sense of wanting to help. Eventually, I settled on acupuncture, and for many years it felt like a very nice fit. As time went by I noticed that my clients and friends, and certainly myself, had a tendency through their repetitive negative thinking, unchallenged belief systems, unconscious limitations, and unresolved emotions to simply draw their symptoms back to them like self- inflicted wounds. I wanted to help, but felt discouraged because I realized the process of transformation, healing, and lasting change was very complex. So much more than a well placed needle with good intentions, and patient compliance was involved. While frustrating to realize this, I also found this quite fascinating. I was now like a detective following the leads for a compelling case hoping to get to the bottom of things.
I decided to get some training in Gestalt psychotherapy with a brilliant couple of meditating psychotherapists. Certainly, this opened many doors for me, and gave me tools to use with my clients. We explored using the meditative state, as well as the field of energy and light that exists around us, to hold our experiences and assist us in becoming more expansive. By doing this the field was enlivened, its power enhanced, and the limitations that troubled us were dissolved into the field. It was a yogic approach that worked beautifully as long as one was committed to holding one’s state. Like exercise, if you were committed to doing it, it worked. The commitment was the key. And as powerful a tool as this was for me, I quickly learned from the clients in my practice that it wasn’t going to be the way for each of them.
The question emerged for me: what keeps people from committing to their own inner state of the Self, or Soul? I pondered this question, and couldn’t get beyond the obvious answers- lack of interest, lack of understanding, lack of motivation, etc. But these weren’t the type of people who were coming to me for help for the most part. In that open accepting state of questioning, I simply began to sense something over time. Something was organizing the recalcitrant symptoms, limited thinking, repetitive unresolved emotions and their resulting states of consciousness. I had been trained to believe it was energetic patterning that could be corrected by acupuncture, or by opening chakras, or star gates, or the next modality, but what I was sensing wasn’t as neat and clear, and simple as everything I had learned in years of training, and continuing education. Correcting the flow of energy in acupuncture pathways, or the spin of the chakras, or bringing a limiting story about one’s life into a bigger spiritual context could certainly help, but what was organizing the whole phenomena? As I hung out with this question with deep curiosity, what began to emerge for me was that there was a matrix of patterning that created a dense structure. The dense structure was locked, and around it organized a complex of symptoms - ranging from physical to emotional to mental to spiritual, as well as collective consciousness energies. There were limited beliefs about oneself, one’s circumstances, and a whole cadre of reinforcement that threatened to keep the structure in tact.
In 1989 I had begun regularly traveling to the Catskill Mountains in New York State to an ashram for personal retreats each month that weather permitted. Each and every visit over fourteen years I wrote the same prayer on a prayer stick. The prayer was then offered to a sacred fire. The prayer was simple. It asked for me to know how to really assist people in their unfolding. I didn’t sit back and wait for an answer. I simply kept exploring other modalities of healing, and I kept meditating without digging for answers. I didn’t know if the prayer would produce something. But, something in me felt compelled to write the same prayer over and over.
During the years that passed, I had experiences in meditation, or in dreams that let me know that this longing to help was being addressed deeply within me. I wrote letters to the guru of the ashram, and asked for her advice. The responses to my letters were generally the same- in time, some timing I had little influence over, I would have my answers. More inner experiences came and I trusted my instincts. I learned about a mentoring program with a mystic that spoke to me. At the same time, I sold my house in Silver Spring, MD, bought an RV, and toured the country spending time in nature experiencing frequencies that were helping to unlock something within me. At the end of my three years of mentoring, I was drawn to spend time with a guru in Germany who was known for her darshan, a powerful personal blessing. From a vastly enlightened silent state, this guru looked deeply within me, saw what was organizing inside me and altered my energetic makeup to support the necessary changes to guarantee my success, while activating the gifts I carried within. The purification that was necessary to stabilize the changes she installed for me was almost more than I could handle.
At the end of four months of very intense changes, the light structure began unfolding within me. It was brilliant light with many spectrums of influence. It looked something like an erector set with appendages that my brother had had as a child. It was fluid light that was extremely adaptable. It had the power to transmute and to reveal whatever was lurking in the recesses of consciousness needing to be addressed in order to gain freedom. I was the Light Structure’s home base. I felt hugely expansive. Not knowing exactly what was happening, I consulted my mentor and another gifted consultant to get their feedback, and perceptions. When these two perceptions were identical and validated my own experience, I knew I could further trust what was happening. The light structure and its associated spectrums of light had a purpose, and that purpose was to set us free. Now that this gift had been activated, I was beginning to experience that freedom.
I started working with friends from my mentoring program who were sensitive to energies, and whose responses to the sessions using the light structure were extremely valuable. Several people saw me in their homes in other states in the U.S. working with them even though I was physically located in Utah. Previous recalcitrant issues were being corrected through sessions using Quanta: The Divine Light Structure™ . The dense structures I had been sensing and seeing in my clients were being replaced by new structures of light through many different ways of working that were emerging. Through each person’s Soul’s direction, and participation, Quanta™ was addressing the most relevant issues.
The results were that symptoms of all sorts, and all levels improved. With only a few exceptions, the work was being done over the phone. While Quanta™ is a powerful agent of change, it became clear that one has to address the issues that may arise from each session. Remnants of issues from the dismantling of the old structures needed to be processed and worked with. Paying attention to the promptings of each client’s Higher Self allowed each person to deepen their relationship to their own inner guidance. Caring for their personal needs of adequate rest and activity, and proper nourishment also supported their sessions with Quanta™. Changing the status quo takes focused, persistent dedication. If recalcitrant ancient issues or symptoms are addressed in Quanta™ sessions, generally more than one Quanta™ session will be necessary to establish a new paradigm within. As a powerful agent of change, Quanta™ can greatly assist with this process. With repetitive sessions using Quanta: The Divine Light Structure™, a personally different organization resulted for each client which translated into changes they desired for their lives.
As time has gone by, Quanta™ has unfolded in ever greater ways. My own personal experience of carrying Quanta™ through all of her activations within me has been one of vast expansiveness. Fragments of issues that had not been fully resolved have cleared. My personality is different. My physical body has changed in many ways. My spiritual hearing has further opened, as has my ability to see. As these aspects began unfolding for me, it was then that I began seeing the inter-dimensional points of light as they began activating within my clients during Quanta™ sessions. I would watch as different colored points of light burst within the field of my clients. Some were brilliant in color, and others more muted and opaque. Quanta™ was activating very sacred, esoteric constellations of light- the outlines of new light structures for us to expand into multi-dimensionally. Other colors and shades indicated an anchoring of certain frequencies within one’s multidimensionality, helping to awaken, enliven and activate aspects of the greatness of each being I was honored to work with. The points that really caught my eye were the brilliant bluish silver white laser light points that lingered dramatically in the field overshadowing anything else visible in the field. These I came to understand are the Ascension Points. Each person has between 47 and 57 of these beautiful brilliant points of light organized uniquely within their multidimensional bodies creating an organization of inter-dimensional communication and interaction. Once this constellation of Ascension Points is activated within the client, Embodied Ascension is anchored in the individual, and this absolute pinnacle of enlightenment is one’s permanent state of Being. Of course, simultaneously many changes will take place within us to support this new paradigm.
In the months ahead several of my clients will have completed the requirement of 15-20 personal sessions for the requisite organization necessary to have the source of Quanta: The Divine Light Structure™ downloaded and activated within their field. This occurs only in a personal session, and has a separate one time fee. This is not a necessary step in receiving personal sessions with Quanta™. Quanta™ does not have to be downloaded within one’s field in order to attain the activation of the Ascension Points, or to enjoy all of the other benefits of Quanta™. Clients who have an interest in being of service and sharing Quanta: The Divine Light Structure™ and all of her facets with others,will need to have Quanta™ fully activated within their own field and inner systems. Several people who have had exposure to Quanta™ through group or personal sessions who attempted to use Quanta™ without the anchoring in their own multidimensional field simply depleted the power of Quanta’s™ work within them. The light of Quanta™ had to come from somewhere. Since they were not connected to the source of Quanta™, and did not have the anchoring of Quanta™ in their multidimensional field, or the integration of Quanta™ after the activation of special points, their own personal supply of Quanta’s™ light for their own healings and personal development began to dwindle. Only when the source of Quanta™ is activated, anchored and integrated, can one easily and powerfully give these sessions to others. Additionally, once the source of Quanta™ is anchored within, Quanta™ begins her on-going quest for personal unfolding. This process goes on 24 hours a day, seven days a week, and is a fast and thorough track of personal self- development on all levels. It is definitely not for everyone, or necessary for everyone, but if this speaks to you, please feel free to contact me for further information regarding this process. Unless a group of people with this desire to have the source of Quanta™ downloaded can be organized in your area, this will require a trip to Denver, CO for personal instruction and activation. I am honored, and very excited about the opportunity of doing this work with anyone that this level of commitment speaks to.
The testimonials that follow this section are but a small sampling of the results that have occurred in personal sessions with Quanta: The Divine Light Structure™ . The results have been deeply rewarding.
The original story about Quanta’s™ development, called “Riding the Wave of Grace” appears in Edge Publications’ book, Extraordinary Women Sharing: The Divine Power of E.D.G.E. (Everyday Divine Grace Expressed).
*Sessions with Quanta: The Divine Light Structure™ are never meant to replace conventional medical wisdom, or prescribed medical treatment. Whenever symptoms are present, always consult your licensed medical physician.
|
